try to find my place

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Wh didn't he catch may falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I wished I had you in Carrickfergus,
Only for nights in Ballygrand,
I would swim over the deepest ocean,
The deepest ocean to be by your side.

But the sea is wide and I can’t swim over
And neither have I wings to fly.
I wish I could find me a handy boatman
To ferry me over to my love and die.

My childhood days bring back sad reflections
Of happy days so long ago.
My boyhood friends and my own relations.
Have all passed on now like the melting snow.

So I’ll spend my days in endless roving,
Soft is the grass and my bed is free.
Oh to be home now in Carrickfergus,
On the long road down to the salty sea.

And in Kilkenny it is reported
On marble stones as black as ink,
With gold and silver I did support her
But I’ll sing no more now till I get a drink.

For I’m drunk today and I’m rarely sober,
A handsome rover from town to town.
Oh but I am sick now and my days are numbered
So come on ye young men and lay me down.

Day-eh-ay
You and me, all alone girl
What’s going on, would you tell me what’s wrong
It’s like you’re locked up in your own world
Oh-oh with nothing to say

You keep me guessing but I see in your eyes
He made you promises but gave you lies
You’re shutting down cuz you’re so sure
That I’ll be another mistake

[Chorus:]
I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won’t be that way
I’m not gonna treat you like he did
Oh-oh whatever it takes
You think history is repeating
You keep on pushing me away
Oh but nothing gonna change
Waiting for Yesterday-eh-eh
Day-eh-eh, Day-eh-eh

Is it worth it any longer?
You’re so scared to fall in again
Yesterday can make you stronger
So why do you feel alone?
You know I love you better than he ever did
This could be all you ever needed
Hold on to me and just remember
Oh no, never let go

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I’m the on for you tonight
I’m the one for forever
If it takes a little time (Whatever it takes, whatever it takes)
I’m the on for you tonight
I’m the one for forever
If it takes a little time (Whatever it takes, whatever it takes)

[Chorus x2]

hening malam ku sendiri
Bintang bulan ku pandangi
Hari-hari ku lewati

Kenangan indah dengan mu
Masih terasa di hati
Rasa sedih tak bertepi

Tak ada cinta sejati didunia ini

Mungkin kau tercipta tuk pergi
Meski bayangmu di benak abadi
Saat ini dirimu telah pergi
Berdiri menanti kau kembali

Mungkin kau tercipta tuk pergi
Meski bayangmu di benak abadi
Saat ini dirimu telah pergi
Berdiri menanti, Berdiri menanti
Berdiri menanti kau kembali

Bayangmu kan abadi
Meski kau telah pergi
Disini ku berdiri
Menanti kau kembali

Mungkin bagimu ku slalu salah
Dihadapmu ku tak pernah benar
Ku tak bisa menjadi pendamai
Didalam jiwamu

Ku lelah hadapi semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti

Kini kusadar cinta tak bisa
Dijalani dengan perbedaan
Ku akui ku masih mencinta mu
Dan inginkan mu

Kan ku coba jalai hidup tanpamu
Diatas pedih yang akan ku rasakan
Kan kulintasi hidup tanpa dirimu
Ku akan pergi menjauh karena kita memang berbeda

Ku lelah hadapi semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Ku tahu kita tak mungkin menyatu
Ku ingin kau mengerti

Ku lelah hadapi semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Ku lelah hadapi
semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Ku tahu kita tak mungkin menyatu
Ku ingin kau Mengerti

It was a young and angry summer
A song that changed my mind
I heard it on the radio
And if everyone else heard this
They wouldn't be so sad
It was the best I ever had
It was the best I ever had

I remember April '94
September '96
And every day of '99 (all of '99)
Whether I waited for those records
Or helped Seattle cry
It was the best I ever had
And I know we'll never die

Yeah we were right about it
We'd be lost without it
Yeah what could ever take that?

I miss it too
And I miss the songs we knew
And if I could go back
I'd do it all again
It was the best I ever had

While the world was waking up and
Putting on their suits
I was planning my escape
And when I had that conversation
With my mom and dad
I said I'm never looking back
It was the best I ever had

And they were wrong about us
We showed them not to doubt us
Yeah what could ever take that?

I miss it too
And I miss the songs we knew
And if I could go back
I'd do it all again
It was the best I ever had

I'd do it all again

I've been everywhere now
Searching far and wide
But she was down the street
She looked just like an angel
Flying down to me
But I was underground
Where the devil comes to feed

And everything felt so right
I could show it to do wrong
But she taught me everything
And I don't know where she is now
But I'll never forget
She was the best I ever had
Or ever will again
The best I ever had

And if everyone else heard this
They wouldn't be so sad
It was the best I ever had

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you’re so alone
All you see is night and darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never lose hope
’Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent and that it’s way too late
You’re so confused wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

But don’t despair and never lose hope
’Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him, raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah guide my steps, don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way, show me the way, show me the way

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah we’ll find our way
Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah we’ll find our way

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah we’ll find our way
Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insha Allah we’ll find our way

alamnya hati siapa yang tahu
bahagiakah atau terbelenggu
lupakan duka satu persatu
percayakan diri dalam waktu selalu

berkilaulah tersenyumlah
sambut pagi yang cerah
berkilaulah bersyukurlah
semua pasti kan indah

cobaan selalu datang dan pergi
memberi ketegaran di diri
jangan ternoda hati yang suci
berdoalah dan tanpa berhenti nanti

berkilaulah tersenyumlah
sambut pagi yang cerah
berkilaulah jangan gundah
hidup kan semakin indah

berkilaulah tersenyumlah
sambut pagi yang cerah
berkilaulah percayalah
hidup kan semakin indah
hidup kan semakin indah [3x]

berkilaulah percayalah
hidup kan semakin indah

Semakin lama kurasa semua ini semakin tak nyata
Kehidupanku bagaikan mimpi yang kutunggu tuk terbangunkan
Tak ada yang mengerti ku merasa semakin sendiri
Bagaikan rumput kecil yang tumbuh di gurun pasir yang sepi
Chorus:
Sendiri… hatiku semakin merasa sepi
Tak ada yang mau coba mengerti
Tentang keadaan yang kurasakan
Kurindu… rindu akan belaian cinta
Hanya cintalah yang bisa memberi
Kedamaian di jiwa
Semakin lama kurasa semua ini semakin tak nyata
Kehidupanku bagaikan mimpi yang kutunggu tuk terbangunkan
Tak ada yang mengerti ku merasa semakin sendiri
Bagaikan rumput kecil yang tumbuh di gurun pasir yang sepi
Chorus:
Sendiri… hatiku semakin merasa sepi
Tak ada yang mau coba mengerti
Tentang keadaan yang kurasakan
Kurindu… rindu akan belaian cinta
Hanya cintalah yang bisa memberi
Kedamaian di jiwa

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?

di dalam hati ini hanya satu nama
yang ada di tulus hati ku ingini
kesetiaan yang indah takkan tertandingi
hanyalah dirimu satu peri cintaku
benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai
huuuuuu

aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
namun semua apa mungkin iman kita yang berbeda
tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

benteng begitu tinggi sulit untuk ku gapai

aku untuk kamu, kamu untuk aku
namun semua apa mungkin iman kita yang berbeda
Tuhan memang satu, kita yang tak sama
haruskah aku lantas pergi meski cinta takkan bisa pergi

bukankah cinta anugerah berikan aku kesempatan
tuk menjaganya sepenuh jiw

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.

I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.

You're the one, and in you I confide.


[chorus]

And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me.

And your loves always been true as can be.

I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.


[Repeat chorus]


{Piano Solo}


I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.

House full of roses, a letter on the stairs
A table of messages for anyone who cares
Collage of broken worlds and stories full of tears
Remembering your life cause we wish that you were here

Nothing is harder than to wake up all alone
Realize that it's not okay, it's the end of all you know
Time keeps passing by, but it seems I'm frozen still
Scars are left behind, but some too deep to feel

And some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We're all just victims of a crime

Somedays you'll find me in a place I like to go
Ask questions to myself about the things I'll never know
What's left to find cause I need a little more
I need a little time, can we even up the score?

And some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We're all just victims of a crime, yeah

Well nothing lasts forever, for all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all while somehow saving you
It must have been the season that threw us out of line
Once I stood so tall, now I'm searching for a sign
So don't need your salvation with promises of time
And all the speculation, save it for another time
Cause we all need a reason, a reason just to stay
While some just can't be bothered to stick around another day

Well some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We've all been victims of a crime
Victims of a crime
Living with this crime

I'm missing you
I'm missing you
I'm missing you